Things are looking up

I just had lunch with the guy from the gym, that I had been flirting with..

Now understand that nothing is going to happen, but it always feels good, when someone you find attractive, finds you attractive.

And I think he felt good, knowing that I found him attractive.

We just talked, and got to know a little about each other, he knows I have a partner.

I think it is just nice to have someone to talk too.

He is getting ready to go to Hawaii to work on a cruise ship and then maybe back home to Minneapolis.

Feeling the Blues

Sometimes, I get a little depressed, dont know why... just do.

Sometimes I want to meet someone new, not because I want to run away and live with them, I think it is just because I want something new and exciting in my life.

When you met someone new, there is that excitement of finding out what things they like. what they dont like... and all the wonderful stuff that goes with it.

Sure they might not like some of the things you like, but there is a charge from doing new things.

After being in the same relationship for awhile, it seems like things are the same old, same old...

you don't go do this, because your partner doesn't like it...

anyway, I'm just feeling blue

Memories

So ... ya meet a guy... you flirt a bit... but nothing really happens...

(you're at the gym, a mostly straight one, and its not the city)

but you can tell, there is some interest...

now that night, or later in the week... you are home alone... and your thinking about wanking off, so you bring up in your mind's eye, this guy you met recently... but the image in your head doesnt really do anything for ya... so ya think of someone else... and finish your business...

later in the week, you run into the same guy... and you realize... damn! he is much cuter than I remember...

Superman

There is this guy at the gym, who looks like a slightly latino Superman. He is stunning, I wish I looked like him.

But we are what we are, you can only change so much about yourself, you can't make yourself taller or younger.

You can make yourself thinner or fatter, you can bulk up with muscle, but whoever you were when you started, is who you are when you're done.

Sure you can have more self confidence, but if you didnt know how to play the piano before you started, if you aren't taking piano lessons, you aint gonna know how to play the piano when you're done.

You can teach yourself the piano, but without help, its not as easy...

anyway... just a thought.

I met this guy

and I think he is sexy, cute smile, shaved head, slim body (but he 's working on adding muscle) Cute butt.

Now I'm in a commited relationship, and I dont want to lose that, but I would like to hold him in my arms. I just want to take him in my arms and caress him all over.

maybe, kiss his cute little butt cheeks... I know this cant go anywhere.. he is going off on a crusise ship to be a waiter...

But I do want to hold his body next to mine.